I Live Gladly

This day I was enormously exciting, do you live so there? hopefully... Yes.
How do you feel when you finally could smile widely all day or even could laugh repeatedly even more you have any noise in the same time? GLAD.

That's the right illustrating point. This I was expecting too for today.

Ipah was waiting for me with her too-much-chit-chat in her lonely house. We talked all day long about... Love and Life of course. I'm sure, no one can defeat her to make me have too much laughter as I always do when I'm with her. That was amazing. Everybody who recognizes me can not do as well as Ipah does to me, neither my family nor my boyfriend.
haha, yeah.. I can't even explain how she can do very good job of blocking painful, unnecessary things from my mind. But she raises some other unnecessary things which can totally make me glad, as she did this afternoon, she was filtering what pleasurable or other to make a talk.

• Himakom UGM (MIPA Campus) and Abandoned Love Story

Ipah began to describe all about her-Himakom-UGM, there were very much noises made in the people inside. We watched many videos and recordings where there are mas-mas (brother) named Landhes, Aphip, Wiwid, Bobby, Angga, Joe-sat (masditto)... and mbak-mbak named...oups I forgot it all, sorry. :))
They are excessively amused, really! so funny...
They successfully made some adorably amusing movies, even it's general theme, simple, universal.. and I like it very much.
I found everybody lives innocent without any burdens to have a life there, interesting!
That I know is almost all of Himakom UGM members readily face every truly disorder upcoming in the real world. You must know, they are not haphazard people. They all are very free people in the world, live as no bundle of play roles like a drama. They could find their successful way by each of themselves, because they are stepping ahead for sure. They could challenge every difficulty by brain and heart. They are respectable.
That's why, I want be great like them.
Ipah, thank you for the story!

Instead, Ipah did also told me not just a bit love story, she was overwhelming me with her melancholic one that make me irritated, not because of the story but because of how she was in that kind of story.
Oooh, I can do nothing. I just do hope that she is not in the allianated melancholy, as I used to be.Please survive, you must take your life be like your dream. You can be a thief of the dream, right? Please do!

• KKN

Now we'll talk few about that kind of subtitle, KKN. Don't you know, I didn't relate well to almost all people there, because someday I have to stay not just for a while with all my KKN-mates, who I never know them before... except Anggun, Utin, Unin, Afifah.
So, I must keep in touch from now on to get closer with them so that I won't get rid of a balmy circumstance.
Fortunately, I've connected with one of my KKN-mates, Siwi, to have survey the place next Saturday. I'm delightful suddenly because she's kinda charming and surprising one. She succesfully made me interest to live together in KKN.
I also keep sending short messages to one of my classmate in Campus, she is Endah. DOn't you know, I can't believe that how it is possible I don't know who Endah is, I don't know which girl named Endah is, eventhough we've stayed almost 2 years in class. GOSH...! I'm sorry Endah, it's not meant to be I don't have any respect to you, but I just have difficulties to remember the name of my friends, moreover my new friend :D

Well, everything runs great today ^__________^

Semerter V - The Bulky Semester Ever!

saya ingin membuat catatan khusus di sini kalo...semester 5 kini telah berakhir.
yeah, IT IS OVER.

namun, kelak semester 5 ini aku yakin akan menjadi semester paling tak terlupakan sampai nanti entah kapan.
semester yang paling menyibukkan...
semester yang paling memusingkan...
semester yang paling sering membuatku begadang...
semester yang amat sangat selalu membuat saya kelaparan tiap pagi dan sore, dan bahkan siang. (nggak pernah sempat sarapan dan ngemil, pernah (dan sering) nggak makan seharian. tau nggak sih, kita nih dari pagi kuliah jam 7 teeeettt sampe mampus lanjut praktikum sampe keriiiinggg kerontang, mikiiirrr seharian. kan energi terkuras banget getoh! hadeeewwh kurus mendadak saya ini, bener2 pengorbanan yang akhirnya kini berakhir sudah jugak!)
semester yang matkul dan lapraknya bejibun bun bun...
semester yang membuatku kedinginan tiap pagi di bawah AC tanpa jaket...
(kuliah di ruang 7 AC nya jebol parah, lupa bawa jaket pula, mana projectornya mau sekarat -_________-)

semester yang praktikumnya nggak nyentuh unit 4 sama sekali...
(analisisnya nggak jor-joran nggak kaya semester 3 plus 4)
semester yang nggak ada liburnya sama sekali dari senin sampe jumat...
semester yang pertama kali aku dimarahin pegawai akademik, mas Darno, gara-gara masalah transkrip nilai...T^T
semester yang pertama kali praktikum di fakultas teknik, teknik kimia...
semester yang aku anggun ovika uprita mulai sering belajar bareng pas mau masuk kelas buat UTS ato UAS...
semester yang tugas presentasinya numpuk di akhir semester... (bikin kami sulit bernapas di sela-sela giant bunch chore!)
semester yang nggak akan membuatku siap kalo tiba-tiba ditonjok dosen suruh jawab pertanyaan... (terutama metopen soalnya duduk paling belakang disambi belajar pretest plus buat laporan, parah)
semester yang aku baru punya bahan kuliahnya pas mau hari-H ujiaaannnn (gilaaaaaa)
semester yang kalo di kelas banyak yang tidooorrrr dalam segala posisi duduk...
semester yang aku sama sekali nggak punya laprak pas mau responsi (punyanya tekim doank chuy, itu pun karena nggak donk sama sekali, akhirnya hasil ujian yang keluar OMMAIIGAAD, I'm sorry goodbye deh yaa~ lupakan!)
semester dimana aku bolos kuliah dan akhir pekan kuliner makanan-makanan "OLOWATI", (ada phuket Thailand, Japanese ampe French cuisine getooo, semuanya dicoba pokoknya)

dan... inilah semester dimana akhirnya aku ke Jakarta juga... ketemu mereka semua yang pingin aku temuai di sana.
ada teman-teman Kenduri Cinta, sayang nggak ketemu simbah Nun di sana.
ketemu Bumi di Jakarta...
it was so sweet dear, thanks for everything.
Now it seems to go too far away, there, only in my mind.

Y'know, I have to like today so completely.
Today is a gift, that's why it's called present.

Good News : semester 6 nanti aku cuma ambil 17 sks, karena RekGen sudah terambil setahun lalu, dan...aku sekarang sudah mulai bergerak ke KKN, ke Skripsi, ke...GRADUATION.
doakan ya netters, semoga lancar... aaamiin.

SRS Theme Song

I know you try so hard, but in dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.

D'Cinnamons - Selamanya Cinta

di kala hati resah
sribu ragu datang memaksaku
rindu semakin menyerang
kalaulah aku dapat membaca pikiranmu
dengan sayap pengharapanmu
ingin terbang jauh

biar awanpun gelisah
daun2 jatuh berguguran
namun cintamu kasih terbit laksana bintang
yang bersinar cerah menerangi jiwaku

andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan
perasaanku hingga membuat kau percaya
akan kuberikan seutuhnya
rasa cintaku selamanya…selamanya…

andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan
perasaanku hingga membuat kau percaya
akan kuberikan seutuhnya
rasa cintaku
rasa cinta yang tulus dari dasar
lubuk hatiku

Tuhan, jalinkanlah cinta bersama.. slamanya 

 

They Colour My Life

I woke early in Friday last week to prepare my METOPEN test in the afternoon. There was suddenly a loud tapping noise…oh, my phone vibrated. I got text message from someone and invited me to meet in the terrace of rectorate of UGM.

Yesterday and the day before yesterday I met two persons whom I really wanted to meet so much for years. They are Anisah Setya and her husband-to-be, Mesba. We are used to having communication only by internet about two years since I entered UGM for studying. They were such kind persons ever in the world. For the first time I met them I didn’t feel nervous at all because they are like people whom I always meet every day in my daily life. How could? Yeah I could say so that they really like my own bro and my own sist.

Anisah Setya actually, is more beautiful than I always saw in her photo pocket of FB. I recognized her when she was at Arizona, USA, to learn English intensively. It was two years ago. She looks graceful and adamant when she talks. Her smile is pretty and sweet. Now she is joining scholarship program of postgraduate in Melbourne University, Aussie. So I met her when she had IELTS in the Rectorate. She gave me some videos of how to face the interview to get a scholarship abroad. I slowly began to wonder that she is a giant dreamer. She wants the best luck calls on her life. As can as possible she wants to reach it. Indirectly she told me how good chances always appear its existence to me. How I must reach it very much, because I have been here, UGM. It was inadequate if I have not a big dream, here. I just have to develop everything I have right now. That is a right way to go through. I have to try and try over and over again and don’t care about failure. I stared at her and she successfully influenced me. Anisah Setya and Mesba opened my eyes to see the world exceed my aspirations. All of sudden, I want my life become colorful..!!

Well, we had some talks about the future will be. You know, that was friendly weather in Jogja. Rectorate looked beautiful to see as every day. There were many Herons flew off through the open sky.

Something fun, surprising, and exciting!

Good news: That was my best time… and I felt so lucky for many times.

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When You Love Someone

by Endah and Resa

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance

To make your dreams come true...