We may not to be too in love with someone or others. We can not depend on others.
I wonder, how much concentration of love we may have to somebody else? even to ourselves?
My reason is: (s)he is not always be there for us.
How can we set the feeling in loving someone until it's adequate? Must we be individual creator? for how long? in what type of frequency?
But when I think it over again, to be too in love with somebody else can be a reason for the rising of sincerity in my heart as I experienced it before. (Although, the process of getting sincerity is not simple. It takes long time.) It made me sacrifice to feel the wound, because it hurt enough. So, I ever waded through the deep feeling. I just did not use to be to experience it. I am too scared to feel another wound. So, I made a diplomacy to myself and somebody involved about the boundary. When I did it, I felt something was not in a natural way where it should be. I did it only to save myself, yet it made another wound to another one.
It gets complicated, right?
So, I go back to the theory that we may not to be too in love with somebody else, or else, it will hurt human. In this case, we do prevention. There won't be treatment to cure any wound again. Everything will run adequate.
The problem is, I still do not know how to set the feeling in loving someone. Any idea?
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
I wonder, how much concentration of love we may have to somebody else? even to ourselves?
My reason is: (s)he is not always be there for us.
How can we set the feeling in loving someone until it's adequate? Must we be individual creator? for how long? in what type of frequency?
But when I think it over again, to be too in love with somebody else can be a reason for the rising of sincerity in my heart as I experienced it before. (Although, the process of getting sincerity is not simple. It takes long time.) It made me sacrifice to feel the wound, because it hurt enough. So, I ever waded through the deep feeling. I just did not use to be to experience it. I am too scared to feel another wound. So, I made a diplomacy to myself and somebody involved about the boundary. When I did it, I felt something was not in a natural way where it should be. I did it only to save myself, yet it made another wound to another one.
It gets complicated, right?
So, I go back to the theory that we may not to be too in love with somebody else, or else, it will hurt human. In this case, we do prevention. There won't be treatment to cure any wound again. Everything will run adequate.
The problem is, I still do not know how to set the feeling in loving someone. Any idea?
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
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