Some Words from Bin, too

I think that now is the moment when I'm remembering you so much. You know that my "jejak Bumi" directory had been lost. I can't restore it, and I miss it, because... there were you, my lovely prince ever. I opened another directory, I found only one love letter. Letter that made me want to recall my mind 2 years ago, when we was a new good-example couple. :)

Here it is about Ichi Rittoru No Namida, a-too-lately-founded Dorama. It's created November 3rd, 2009.

Should I speak of my conclusion? Oke, I regard that dorama.

Yea, I got the point that make you love this dorama so much.

Different from other doramas and has made many people carried away by all words of Ikeuchi. What a tearful! What a touchy! But if you rely on me, I didn’t need any handkerchief!! Haha you were wrong. Twice my tears came to drop. Just twice along I kept an eye on Ichi Rittoru No Namida…hehe it was not like your guessing, right? And I just couldn’t imagine when you were starting to cry until this dorama ended up.

So, were you like ux-san said about? No need 5 minutes to make tears coming drop!! weren’t you? Hahaha, nonsense.

Someday, I want to watch other melancholic’s beside you, only you and me, so that I’m going to have more laughter in my life. :D

And when did I have those tearful eyes?

1.        Firstly when Aya was getting meet with Asou in the raindrops, with the bloody knee, on the Higokoushi Bridge, and of course, and always the Konayuki song for back sound. Why was this scene? Because I wonder, “Akhirnya dapat juga kiriman Bumi. Sui bangeeeeeeeeeeeeet! Angin wis berbalik arah, Jati wis menggugurkan daun-daunnya pilm’e lagi tak tonton!”.

And another reason, it reminds me of my senior high school, when you lent me your flash “Apacer”. Then I saw what I saw yesterday. That’s about “Konayuki clips”. Thereafter you said, “someone gave it to me”. And I made a smile to you, but you didn’t see it. And I don’t even know why I wished you aren’t going to see it, never see it. It’s just so sweet to remember that, I guess you do.. also.

2.      Secondly I have those tearful eyes, I have told you before, is on session 8. I don’t know why I started to become sympathy. Felt if only I were Ikeuchi Aya. Moreover, round her oration. She talked openly. I like one quote of her, “How I am right now. I want to like how I am now!”. Because it’s getting more and more difficult when she would see no hope, when she can’t see the path of how she can live, or when she can’t see the small light of hope. For me, it’s hard to say “I’m not giving up”. Yet I know there wouldn’t be if she started to like how she is now. With thankful, someone be easy to live on, even to go forward. Then everything would work miracles.

Heh, in session 8, there’s good sight. You know, a corridor with ‘A – 1’ board above the door of the class when Ikeuchi walked quietly out the school with Okaasan beside her. Then, when she went on to leave her school on a wheelchair and Okaasan-Otousan went by her side. I really like this scene. I guess the corridor wants to reach some rays of sunlight. It’s getting more and more mournful circumstance. :) but that’s beautiful scenery.

It’s just like when I’m having a seat beside my window and feeling the sun of twilight reaches my eyes. I pleased that moment.

About friendship there, you said this dorama has told us how to be really good friends. I suppose yap. But I’m telling you now. In case of me, the situation is getting different now, hhe… there’s no kind of that friendship anymore. Just two or even one person making it’s such a good idea to keep around company. I suppose that kind of friendship is just in my secondary school. Just in that youth.

That’s all, did you get the point? I hope so… hahaha.

Nice, arigatou!

Iie doo ita shimashite